the crazy life continues...

After less than two weeks of roller coaster hell, the verdict is in and the Effexor is out. A week or more of mania might sound like fun, but it isn't. Or rather, the crash landing isn't. I just called to throw in the towel on this med and trust when I tell you, it wasn't an easy call to make. Right now, I fell defeated. I feel like no matter what I do, this demon will always be within me waiting for a weak moment to take me out. To remove me from my life and loved ones. Calling Drew was like admitting I was indeed broken.

i've been down for so long

Bad week. Been a slave to my bed and my kindle. Composed a few posts but struggle with editing. More specifically, cut and paste. Right and left click don't exsit on this thing!! But, I am alive. Comsidering my current mental drama, I am counting that as a success. Yes, it has been that bad.

Otherwise... I'm good! Or atleast, I will be. I will be.

More soon.